Then there is Princess who seems to be going through something that resembles ADD but I am in denial. I changed my header and intro to thoroughly describe my family. Writings seems to have eluded me and I couldn't put it into words. I feel as if every time a child seems to hit a rocky road, people are all too quick to throw a diagnosis out but ADD does not occur overnight so maybe it is just a stage. The secondary thought is maybe I am in denial. I am going to try Focus Formula because it an all natural formula that helps with ADD. I will definitely report on my findings.
Why is it so hard for me to accept this. I dealt with Chucky's diagnosis, but it was so clear and evident. I just can't seem to wrap my head around all of this. I think dealing with one special needs child is hard enough but now there is two possibly three. Buddy's teacher, OT, and school nurse called me today regarding his "Tic". It was really bad the last two days and they saw it. His teacher said that he was twitching every five seconds and it was interfering with his work. Now I am worried. The last time he had an episode it lasted a week and ended with a three day headache and neck pain. I hate to see him suffer and go through all of this.
I called the doctor who wants to see him and refer him to a neurologist and a developmental pediatrician. Now can you understand why I am overwhelmed? I feel like I keep hitting brick walls. I called RCAL, which is the Resource Center for Accessible Living, because I was feeling overwhelmed with all the advocating necessary between Buddy and Chucky, I could use some help. In my head I feel as if some of Princess's problems may be related to the lack of time to spend with her. I know she needs me I just can't seem to stretch myself far enough. I am always on the phone with one specialist or teacher after another and if not with them my kid's father. It is overwhelming and I wish I knew how to manage it all.
RCAL arranged for a student to come to my house as an internship and do respite for Chucky. I hope that after they become familiar with each other it will free some time for Princess. This will allow her some Mommy time and Chucky Cheese gets some individual one on one attention. As if he doesn't get enough already...LOL
This is when I wonder why it is so hard. I love my children even with all of their quirks and I want them to succeed. I just can't see all the answers. Everything seems so far out of reach right now, but I am sure that I will overcome this. This will get better and we can continue down the path of discovery.
I called the doctor who wants to see him and refer him to a neurologist and a developmental pediatrician. Now can you understand why I am overwhelmed? I feel like I keep hitting brick walls. I called RCAL, which is the Resource Center for Accessible Living, because I was feeling overwhelmed with all the advocating necessary between Buddy and Chucky, I could use some help. In my head I feel as if some of Princess's problems may be related to the lack of time to spend with her. I know she needs me I just can't seem to stretch myself far enough. I am always on the phone with one specialist or teacher after another and if not with them my kid's father. It is overwhelming and I wish I knew how to manage it all.
RCAL arranged for a student to come to my house as an internship and do respite for Chucky. I hope that after they become familiar with each other it will free some time for Princess. This will allow her some Mommy time and Chucky Cheese gets some individual one on one attention. As if he doesn't get enough already...LOL
This is when I wonder why it is so hard. I love my children even with all of their quirks and I want them to succeed. I just can't see all the answers. Everything seems so far out of reach right now, but I am sure that I will overcome this. This will get better and we can continue down the path of discovery.
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