Showing posts with label cringe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cringe. Show all posts

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Just Going Through The Motions...Part III

5/17/2012 0 Comments

Since it is Throat Punch Thursday and I have many people I would love to have my way with, I think I will continue with my medical mystery!! When you first start visiting doctors you are determined to fix things and excited to see a new doctor to get a different perspective. The determination doesn't go away but as you keep being derailed and detoured you end up losing faith in them. Them meaning the doctor's of course. Do you ever wonder where these doctors get their medical degrees from? Some of the things these specialists have said to me were ignorant and caused me to question their judgement. 

After the Orthopedic appointment, which was on the 2nd, we only had a few days to relax before another road trip. At least it was closer and only required a hour and a half drive. He was calmer but this was going to be an all day trip. The Neurosurgeon wanted to have an SSEP test done. From the SSEP, a neurologist is able to determine the time it takes for nerve fibres to relay a stimulus from the point of stimulation (wrist or ankle) to a detection site on the scalp, neck or back. By analyzing the SSEP pattern, the neurologist can get an idea of how well these sensory nerves are working. 

Everything I read said that it was pretty non-intrusive and the doctor said it shouldn't be painful but it was a long test. It lasted four hours!!! They tested his arms and legs so it was two hours per section. Chucky Cheese was not having a good day either. He peed himself when we were trying to get things set up which worked out actually because we then suggested he put a robe on. He hates clothes so it wasn't that hard. It was the rest of the test that was a challenge. We started with his legs which seemed to really bother him. He was screaming and I felt so helpless. I wanted to pick him up and tear the wires off to leave but we needed the test done. Arms were not that big of a deal. He didn't seem phased by it. Thankfully that part is over. Now for the results. Thinking about them makes me want to cringe.


It isn't that I want something to be wrong though. I know something is wrong and I hate the process. His arm nerves are normal. Yippeee!!! But... remember I said he has a really tough time with his legs? The results were inconclusive due to "child was uncooperative". He wasn't uncooperative. He was in pain!!! Whatever.. Neuro-surgeon does not want to mess with the syrinx now. He doesn't think it is necessary. Ugh.... Now we had to eat and head to the next doctor for the day. This is getting exhausting!


We arrived to the urologist's office and the "intern" was talking to me when he comes out with,"Well, Autism isn't a neurological disorder so maybe there is something going on neurologically" WTF!!! Where do these people get their degrees???However, they don't feel his incontinence is behavioral and would like to do an ultrasound of his kidneys and bladder as well as a Urodynamics test. The last one requires him to be catherized which in my opinion is VERY intrusive. UGH!!! The neuro surgeon will then see the tests and decide accordingly if he feels the syrinx is an issue.  In the meantime we wait and worry. 


The neurologist called and says she does not see a huge issue with him and it is so frustrating. I have notes from the school, severe behavior regression, test scores from his tri-annual and his leg looks odd. How much do I have to give them. I travel all over the Northeast and still haven't gotten anywhere. Hopefully, if I can find a place to stay in Boston, we can go to the appointment with the neuro-geneticist and Orthopedic at the Boston Children's Hospital. I am still awaiting an approval letter! 


So my Throat Punch Thursday goes to doctors. They would rather blame it on Chucky Cheese's pre-existing condition then looking deeper at what is going on!!! I need answers and I am exhausted and drained. He is sick of all the doctors and he is frustrated with his body. It just isn't working right for him. We will get through this as we always do, but it is getting harder to cope. Thanks for listening and reading. I will continue this when I find out more. Please keep us in your thoughts and hopes for answers and relief. His Triannual is on the fourth and that means I get to deal with all of it face to face. Overwhelmed I am but I think I am ready. Oh, It's my birthday!!! Woo Hoo!!! 

Sunday, February 13, 2011

How Not To Broil

2/13/2011 10 Comments
I am a little embarrassed to admit that while I cook a lot I usually do not broil. Last night however, I decided I was going to broil a steak. My boyfriend would have stuck the steak on a cookie sheet which would ruin the cookie sheet, but I have to say it was so much better than what I did. *cringe*

 Hey, I was never taught how to cook. I just improvise and make it work. No serious catastrophes yet. Nothing like If This Is Motherhood has done. I am invincible, or so I thought. I think the worst thing I ever did was when I was attempting to make lasagna. I didn't think about the possibility that the pan would overflow and my oven caught on fire. So, I ,being my genius self, got the fire extinguisher and spayed my wonderful lasagna and the inside of my oven. It was tough to clean up and two trays of lasagna were destroyed but I didn't burn them.

He had brought home a delicious looking steak and I put it in a glass cassarole dish on the top rack of the oven. That is what you are supposed to do right? All was going well and then I got distracted. I realized and rushed to the oven thinking I must have burned the steak. He came out and said the steak looks great and we bent down to take a look. He then proceeded to flip the steak and that is when it all went wrong.

He lifted the steak up with a fork and the whole dish burst into pieces. There was flying pieces of glass throughout the whole kitchen. It was all over the bottom of my oven and covered the floor. With this new found knowledge I stress you, DO NOT BROIL IN A GLASS PAN. It was not a pretty site, and it took hours to clean up!!!!


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